Until You're Sure

Until this moment, I don't know how to start my writing. Until I began with the word "until." Until I found the right time how to write and speak to people without confusing them. Until I'm sure what I'm writing is worth to read. Until this common word comes into my mind, the happiness. Until when will we question about happiness? Until when you consider a moment as a happiness. Until someone told me "It's not happiness when you try to think what it is" and "you should know what's the difference between joy and happiness." Until I sighed on my own chair, being restless. Until people could just think of something way simpler. Until people could just speak right to the point. Until then, maybe we would've known what exactly happiness is.

We live life in circle. We go running in line or cross the line. We choose, we do. We keep telling ourselves, we know what we're doing. We keep ignoring, cause we think we'd better alone. We go for a ride, but stop in the middle of the journey. We fight to get what we want, but forgetting gratitude when we caught it already. We know we're happy, but people might not feel the same way or even worse. We make friends in hope that we're gonna have fun together, but sometimes it ends up with just greetings for formality. We wish to know someone better, but we don't really recognize Who-Am-I. We're tired but we don't wanna loose. We're giving but keep asking more.

Sure, you can always eat the food you love, If you're sure your body needs them. Sure, you can manage things well, If you sure you know how to. Sure, you can see what you want to see, If you're sure your eyes worth to see them. Sure, you can always make friends, If you know what it feels to have nobody. Sure, you can always make people happy, If you know how to make yourself to. Sure, you can write your dreams, If you put on goals on how to reach them. Sure, you can be happy, If you're sure you are. Until You're Sure.